LiZ

<p>my dad got stroke a week ago… b4 this happend we had a fight and didn’t work things out… me and my brother have unresolved issues w/ him…  now he can’t remember all the important details in his life, i bet he’s other family didn’t know what happend… i don’t know how to deal w/ this, it’s not easy to forget… i know that as his child its my duty to take care of him, but all the unresolved issues between us was not just simple misunderstanding… what happened was too sudden we didn’t had a chance to patch things out… i know he understand everything i say but it’s not the same…

sumthing is missing but i dont know wat it is…. i hve all that i can wish for…. pero hir i am luking for the answers…. last nyt i was takling w/ him pero sudenly i felt incomplete…. it was lyk i was in the dark nd searching for sum1 dat can help me get out of the emptines….  

hay naku!!!!

y do oder guys do s2pid things to der gf’s???? it becoz dey r smply s2pid enough to hurt the person hu love them…. guys r so pain in the ass….

hay naku boring!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know how 2 4get dat person hu rily hurt me badly…. seeing him rily sucks all d will in me…. hope it would be over soon…. its so depressing dat a person wothless could make sum1 feel miserable nd vunerable…. im pretending 2 b fine nd strong but sumtimes the wall dat i put up seems 2 b not enough 2 hold my emotions…. damn i hope sumday i can 4give him den 4get him 4 good….

my ex-bf 3 yrs ago and i lost all our communication after our sad break-up….. 1 day he left me a msg. in my friendster acct. (not remembering me)…. and telling me dat he wants to know me better and left me with his no. then i called him 1 night asking if i’ve known him form somewhere…. suddenly all d memories came rushing 2 me….. den ask him if he remembers me…. he doesnt remember me at 1st but wen i told him wat happend between us… den he rememberd wat happend…… i can say dat his acting coz i know his not…. he called me a few more times den asks me if i would be willing  be her girl again…. i said yes instantly not thinking twice….. at 1st we were happy but all of the sudden i cant understand him anymore….. he’s not the same guy i used 2 know…. his too possevise and agressive….. i guess even if faith brought us back we were destined to be friends and not as lovers again….. i hope we could be better friends someday….  hope u can read this…..

im with sum1 but i dnt know if his rily mine, im scared of losing him once again. i dnt wanna lose him, his d only person dat makes me feel special and loved.